I feel sick and happy at the same time

I found a mod for the FS_Open (Freespace 2 open source engine) for Battlestar Galactica , it's work in progress but here is the promo video

http://www.game-warden.com/bsg/Video/BSG_Mod_Teaser.avi 12mb Divx
http://www.game-warden.com/bsg/Video/BSG_Mod_Teaser.wmv 11mb WMV

Now I'm happy cos it looks great but sick because I've been working on Alert Fighter for about 6 months and it looks absolute pants next to this....DOH!